waiting for that day
Friday, October 5, 2007it's creepy. i felt a little affected. i saw a new picture of joe today, and this girl had her arms around him. it irked me. one i only had 1 picture with him during the course of our relationship…and two, i looked at the girl…ad felt that maybe i was just some cheap filler…a meantime girl, ones that change with after every few months…ones whose pictures you throw away. i'm already so sick of feeling sad, feeling anything for him, even thinking about him. i read this article th other day, it says, we have complete control of our thoughts and emotional memories. in this case you can simply change your current thoughts by focusing on a new question, something not related to the bad memore. i better do that now. i'm just waiting for the day though, when i'll just not be affected at all. not feel anything. as if he was a complete stranger to me. i'm just waiting for that day.
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i hope that day has come already…
Posted by Din at November 6, 2007, 8:08 am